Ergh...this is a pile of shit.
I bared all @ 5:16 am on July 02, 2003
YES! This is my fourth entry of the night...or should I say day. it is currently 5:16am. I can't sleep! ACK! Thank god for UK people who get up early. haha! Gawd...feel like shit and I don't know why. It's probably pms...but whatever..I'm fed up with it. Ugh, and I have nothing to write about, I'll only end up writing about the depression I seem to be slipping into. haha. And I don't want to do that. OH...too late. lol. Sorry. *tries to think happy thoughts* *doin' the happy dance..doin' the happy dance* right, not working. I've tried reading, can't concentrate on the book. Ended up looking through some old pictures instead. This is why I'm a packrat...it's out of boredom. I become attached to useless things. Things that I wouldn't miss, if they were gone, but that I can't part with. And I don't know how that connects to each other, but it does in my little mind. haha. UGH! It's 6:11! How crazy! It's actually light outside and I still and not tired, just sick to my stomach. So, I'm going to at least revert to my room. So they can't some in when they wake up and say "Have you been on that thing all night long?!" because in truth, I haven't. I just can't sleep.
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